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<i>Previously on</i>
The Good Doctor...

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Dalisay!
I know I didn't show you
enough respect,

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and I didn't make
enough effort to see things
from your point of view,

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but I want to change.

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How about dinner?

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You pick me up at 7:30,
Saturday.

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We can try that Filipino place.

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I think maybe you and I
could be gifts to each other.

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And we should be open to that.

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I have no idea what it looks
like for us to move forward.

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We'll figure it out.

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It's a perfect practice run
for when your own comes along.

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I'm going off my IVF meds.
I'm not doing another cycle.

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<i>Eden, she's what
I've been waiting for.
She's my daughter.</i>

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I thought it was Dr. Glassman's
cancer returning,

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but it is damage
to Dr. Glassman's brain
as a result of a mini-stroke.

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It is permanent.

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He shouldn't be
doing surgery anymore.

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Ah.

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Two weeks to Peanut Day!

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Yes.

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So you're making lasagna
for breakfast?

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It's going in the freezer.

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I've packed my hospital bag,

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written my Birth Plan,

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and soon all I'll have
on my list

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is to do my nails and relax.

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73% of births happen
before the due date,

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so you need to start
relaxing immediately.

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'Cause if there's one thing
you can cram, it's relaxation.

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Yes.

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Have you heard anything
from Glassy?

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Hmm. Oh. No.

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He might be mad
when he finds out

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you went to Lim
with his brain scans.

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It was very important
for his future,

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both medically
and professionally.

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Well, it's not
just the information.

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It's the whole
behind-his-back thing.

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He wouldn't listen to me,
so I had no choice.

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I think you did
the right thing, but...

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just talk to him?

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- Okay.
- Yeah.

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I've had a stroke.

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Yes. A small one.

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- I should probably
give you some time.
- Yeah, you should.

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He, uh, hit the brakes
instead of the gas

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and thumped his head
on the steering wheel.

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I'm a shoo-in for the Dumbest
Patient of the Day.

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Oh, it's too early
to hand that out.

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You want to hear
about a dumb patient?

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Doctor says to her
he's waiting for her X-ray.

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She says, "Well, that's weird.
I never dated
anybody named Ray."

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A little too early
for that, too.

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The laceration's
superficial.

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Couple stitches,
and you're good to go.

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- Yay!
- You sure?

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He hit his head pretty hard.
Maybe you should
run some tests?

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There's no sign of fracture,

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closed head injury,
or brain bleed.

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Dr. Murphy?

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It's not about the accident.

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He's been behaving
very strangely
for the last six months.

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Oh. He's alert, responsive,
engaging socially--

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Which is nothing like him.

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His whole life,
he's been... terrible.

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Constantly fired,
been through four divorces,

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estranged from all of his kids,
except me.

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He was always just... a dick.

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Then he changed.

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Now he's telling dad jokes,
asks about my day.

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He gave me a birthday present.

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He is a different person.

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This does not sound to me
like a medical issue.

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But I will order a brain MRI
because it would be
very interesting if it were!

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Are you mad at me

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for going to Dr. Lim

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with your brain scan?

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Yeah, a little bit.

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But maybe you
saved my life, so...

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I didn't think you were,

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but Lea said you might be,

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so we were both right.

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What are you going to do?

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About your job?

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I don't know, Shaun.

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I just found out
I had a stroke.

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I-I'm still reeling
a little bit.

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Maybe when I decide,

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I'll let you know.

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Okay.

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I hear it beating!

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Wow. Dr. Wolke has a heart?

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I wasn't sure myself,
to be honest.

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I have one, too.

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Now, that, we all knew.

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Hey, Nico.

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The doctors
are gonna take Olivia

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to get some ice cream
and you to get some tests.

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Followed, of course,
by some ice cream.

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- Thanks, Dr. Marcus.
- Yeah.

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Get some ice cream.

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Nico's sarcoma has invaded
his thigh and hip,
here and here.

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But luckily, there's
no signs of metastasis,

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which means we can
debulk the tumor.

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How much time
would that give him?

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Nine months, maybe even a year.

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We could take him to Salzburg.

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With Nico's illness
and all his surgeries,

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he's never really had
a great Christmas.

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He found this photo of
the Salzburg Christmas Market
in Austria.

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He talks about it all the time.

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This surgery could
just get us there.

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Not "just."

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Th-There's always
medical advances.

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We have to be realistic, Seb.

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And you have to keep
a positive attitude.

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This is good news.

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Some final pre-op testing,

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and Nico can have
his surgery tomorrow.

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Come on.
Be reasonable, please.

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You've been fed,
changed, swaddled.

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I have walked. I have rocked.

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I have bounced.

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I've worn you on my front,
on my back, on my hip.

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Shh.

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Please, Eden.
You have to go to sleep.

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Shh.

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Be reasonable, please. Shh.

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Okay, okay, okay, okay.

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So... you gonna tell me or not?

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- Hmm?
- Where are we going
tomorrow?

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Oh, it's a surprise.

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Hmm.

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As in, you have no idea.

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It's been harder
than I thought.

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All right?
A movie's too predictable,

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an escape room is too dorky,

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and, well,
dinner at my place is out.

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I'll pick something.

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No, see, I don't want you
to deal with this.

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It's supposed to be fun, Danny,

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which it will be,
once we get over
this first hump.

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So let me do it, okay?

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And, yes, I said "hump,"

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which I regret saying
for multiple reasons.

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His daughter was right.

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I will take ace inhibitors,
aspirin, statins

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to help reduce the likelihood
of future stroke

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to near absolute zero.

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I will reduce
my workload by 25%.

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Any operation over six hours,

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I will have a backup in the OR.

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I will even eat more broccoli.

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I'm not really comfortable
with you

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doing any surgery right now,

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not until we've determined

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the full extent of any
potential impairment.

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Do I look impaired to you?

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No, but I think
we should run a few tests.

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Do you see any evidence at all
that my work has suffered?

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You are a brain surgeon.

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The margin of acceptable error
is miniscule.

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I have a pretty good idea
of how precise I need to be.

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I'm not comfortable
with subjecting

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any patient to that risk.

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Most of the patients
that I take on,

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other surgeons
won't even touch.

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Without me, the likelihood
that they will die is 100%.

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I am not questioning
your value.

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I'm just asking that you wait

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until there is no doubt.

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There's no such thing
as "no doubt."

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Aaron, I--

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I cannot have you
operating right now.

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I'm sorry.

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Then you will have to fire me.

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And I will sue you.

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You know, I'm thinking
of cooking up

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a batch of the world-famous
Poulet a la Andrews tonight.

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I'm in.

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Hmm.

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But I want to give you
a courtesy heads up.

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The nurses are gonna send out

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an official e-mail
about a unionization drive.

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I just increased
the nursing budget.

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More than a year ago.

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And it mostly went to temps
or traveling nurses.

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Not mostly.
I can show you the numbers.

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Point is, we're underpaid, underappreciated.

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A union could protect us.

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Sorry to interrupt.
Got Nico's pre-op testing back.

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His chemo
hit his bone marrow hard.

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Platelets only 22k?

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He can't have the surgery.

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You have a large malignant hemangiopericytoma

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compressing your frontal lobes.

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- Malignant?
- Yes.

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But it's operable.

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Which is good,
because if left untreated,

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this would likely kill you
within a year.

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- Okay.
- You were right.

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The tumor is probably why
your father stopped being

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"a dick" a few months ago.

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Sorry, Dad.

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It's all right.

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I knew our relationship
had improved.

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I just didn't know
it was because of <i>this.</i>

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So, if you remove it,
could that change
my personality back?

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Most likely.

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Thank you, Doctor.
I'm gonna pass on the surgery.

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If you want to bench
our top surgeon,

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you're gonna need more
than one indeterminate scan.

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Are you worried about
losing our top surgeon
or our top earner?

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Why does everyone think wanting
to keep this hospital solvent

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is something
to be embarrassed about?

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You want to open up the door
to another takeover?

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I just want to be clear
about our agenda.

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Well, then, let me clarify.

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Yes, I'm worried about
losing our top earner,

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but I'm more worried
about Theo Singh,

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the 27-year-old newlywed
with the pilocytic astrocytoma.

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We can refer him
to Dr. Cachoa at General.

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Theo's tumor is compressing
his brain stem.

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Cachoa probably
won't even take him.

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I can deal with that.
And you're doing it again.

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My department, my call.

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Once litigation is threatened,
it becomes <i>my</i> call.

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Glassman refused
cognitive testing,

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and until I have
more information,

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I'm not letting him
into the OR.

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So he does
all of his surgeries
as planned,

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but with a backstop.

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You assign another surgeon
on all of his cases

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and not just the OR.

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And he'll be happy with that?

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It's a compromise.

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Nobody's ever completely happy.

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- I know I'm not.
- Neither am I.

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The hallmark
of a successful negotiation.

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I forgot you were coming.

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That's odd, given how you read
my text ten minutes ago, but...

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Beautiful, healthy baby.
Beautiful and healthy mom.

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So it looks like
things are going great.

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Definitely.

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Is she eating well?

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- Like a horse. Shh, shh.
- Nice.

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- Sleeping?
- Like a baby.

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I underestimated diaper demand,
but everything else is...

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perfect.

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Shh. It's okay.

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When Kellan was fussy,
we'd put his car seat

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on top of the washing machine.

254
00:12:41,571 --> 00:12:43,874
The vibrations
knocked him right out.

255
00:12:43,874 --> 00:12:45,741
Well, this isn't like her.

256
00:12:46,409 --> 00:12:47,477
Okay. Shh.

257
00:12:48,478 --> 00:12:50,446
You mind?

258
00:12:53,616 --> 00:12:55,585
Ah. All right.

259
00:12:58,021 --> 00:12:59,555
Oh, I've missed this.

260
00:13:00,823 --> 00:13:02,959
What?

261
00:13:05,628 --> 00:13:06,762
See? Like a baby.

262
00:13:08,764 --> 00:13:09,799
What?

263
00:13:13,503 --> 00:13:15,805
My patient is refusing
the hemangiopericytoma

264
00:13:15,805 --> 00:13:17,473
resection surgery
that will save his life.

265
00:13:17,473 --> 00:13:19,409
I want you to talk him into it.

266
00:13:19,409 --> 00:13:21,477
That's not
how this works, Shaun.

267
00:13:21,477 --> 00:13:22,645
It should be.

268
00:13:22,645 --> 00:13:24,814
You are more persuasive
than I am.

269
00:13:26,616 --> 00:13:28,051
Ask Glassman.

270
00:13:28,051 --> 00:13:31,287
He's removed more
anterior fossa tumors
than anyone on the West Coast.

271
00:13:31,287 --> 00:13:34,024
But Dr. Glassman should not
be doing any surgery until--

272
00:13:34,024 --> 00:13:37,127
I agree, but I was overruled.

273
00:13:37,127 --> 00:13:39,429
If you want someone
to change your patient's mind,

274
00:13:39,429 --> 00:13:40,530
Glassman's your best shot.

275
00:13:43,299 --> 00:13:44,634
You <i>are</i> persuasive.

276
00:13:49,205 --> 00:13:53,143
Nico's body isn't making
the blood cells
and platelets he needs.

277
00:13:53,143 --> 00:13:56,279
There's, uh-- There's got to be
a way to get his counts up.

278
00:13:56,279 --> 00:13:57,547
With Nico so sick...

279
00:14:00,350 --> 00:14:02,919
it may be time to consider
palliative care.

280
00:14:04,054 --> 00:14:06,289
- No.
- Let's hear the doctor out.

281
00:14:06,289 --> 00:14:08,824
No, I'm not giving up on him.
Neither should you.

282
00:14:08,824 --> 00:14:09,859
And neither should they.

283
00:14:11,327 --> 00:14:12,929
Nico's been
through so much.

284
00:14:13,696 --> 00:14:14,864
You think I don't know that?

285
00:14:16,499 --> 00:14:18,234
I'm trying to save his life.

286
00:14:22,872 --> 00:14:24,840
Dr. Park will pull
the team together

287
00:14:24,840 --> 00:14:27,410
and see if there's a solution
that works for everyone.

288
00:14:29,045 --> 00:14:30,180
Thank you.

289
00:14:30,180 --> 00:14:31,281
So much.

290
00:14:36,286 --> 00:14:38,088
He doesn't want
his tumor removed,

291
00:14:38,088 --> 00:14:39,922
so I don't know
what there is to discuss.

292
00:14:39,922 --> 00:14:42,258
Given the tumor's impact
on his frontal lobes,

293
00:14:42,258 --> 00:14:44,360
he might not be competent
to make that decision.

294
00:14:44,360 --> 00:14:46,596
And you don't think
I'm competent to be
a doctor, so...

295
00:14:46,596 --> 00:14:48,398
Oh, no.
Just to be a neurosurgeon.

296
00:14:48,398 --> 00:14:51,567
The surgery should give Kurt
about 20 more years.

297
00:14:51,567 --> 00:14:55,171
Let's recap, 20 more years
as a bad father

298
00:14:55,171 --> 00:14:57,740
versus one year
as a good father.

299
00:14:57,740 --> 00:14:59,709
There is no
medical justification--

300
00:14:59,709 --> 00:15:01,011
Yes, there is, Shaun.
Yes, there is.

301
00:15:01,011 --> 00:15:03,713
There's an emotional one!
There's an emotional issue!

302
00:15:03,713 --> 00:15:07,350
Your voice is getting louder,
and your face is flushed.
Are you upset?

303
00:15:07,350 --> 00:15:08,951
You should have come to me
with the scan.

304
00:15:08,951 --> 00:15:11,021
You don't go to Lim.
You don't show it to Lim.

305
00:15:11,021 --> 00:15:13,556
You said you were
only a <i>little</i> mad at me.

306
00:15:13,556 --> 00:15:16,059
Y-You ratted me out
to the head of the department

307
00:15:16,059 --> 00:15:18,461
when I specifically
asked you not to do that!

308
00:15:18,461 --> 00:15:20,796
Yes, I did that because
you did not believe me--

309
00:15:20,796 --> 00:15:22,065
Well, then, you come to me!

310
00:15:22,065 --> 00:15:24,967
You try to convince me.
Again and again and again!

311
00:15:24,967 --> 00:15:26,602
Don't you think
you owe me that?

312
00:15:26,602 --> 00:15:29,072
That's four times.
I tried a lot more than that.

313
00:15:35,678 --> 00:15:37,013
What do you want from me?

314
00:15:37,013 --> 00:15:38,781
You want me to go with you
to see if he's competent?
Is that it?

315
00:15:38,781 --> 00:15:41,117
Okay. Fine. Let's go.

316
00:15:45,188 --> 00:15:46,256
Hey.

317
00:15:46,256 --> 00:15:48,324
Did Dr. Park find anything?

318
00:15:49,292 --> 00:15:50,926
Not yet.

319
00:15:50,926 --> 00:15:52,662
I just wanted to see
how you guys are doing.

320
00:15:54,664 --> 00:15:55,931
Seb's with the kids.

321
00:15:55,931 --> 00:15:58,301
I, um, needed a little break.

322
00:16:09,645 --> 00:16:13,816
Seb and I used to talk
about how every day was a--

323
00:16:13,816 --> 00:16:14,950
A beautiful day.

324
00:16:16,852 --> 00:16:17,953
I remember.

325
00:16:25,027 --> 00:16:26,862
Do you understand
what will happen

326
00:16:26,862 --> 00:16:28,431
if you don't have
the operation?

327
00:16:28,431 --> 00:16:31,167
Yes. I'll be dead
within a year.

328
00:16:31,167 --> 00:16:34,003
And why is that
preferable to surgery?

329
00:16:35,971 --> 00:16:37,006
Hailey was right about me.

330
00:16:37,006 --> 00:16:40,376
I was a terrible person,
a terrible father.

331
00:16:41,877 --> 00:16:43,779
Never played with her.
I hardly talked to her.

332
00:16:43,779 --> 00:16:45,248
I can't even remember
holding her hand.

333
00:16:48,584 --> 00:16:50,086
<i>The Wizard of Oz.</i>

334
00:16:52,322 --> 00:16:54,824
I was five, terrified
of the flying monkeys,

335
00:16:54,824 --> 00:16:55,891
but when I reached
for your hand...

336
00:16:56,559 --> 00:16:57,760
I pulled it away.

337
00:16:59,529 --> 00:17:00,663
I never tried to again.

338
00:17:03,099 --> 00:17:04,367
I don't want to go back.

339
00:17:11,874 --> 00:17:13,543
I don't want to lose this.

340
00:17:14,544 --> 00:17:15,911
I don't want to lose <i>you.</i>

341
00:17:21,551 --> 00:17:23,085
The brain is a funny thing.

342
00:17:23,085 --> 00:17:25,988
It wants to do the things
that makes it feel good,

343
00:17:25,988 --> 00:17:27,257
get that dopamine hit.

344
00:17:27,257 --> 00:17:30,826
In fact, it actually
can reshape itself

345
00:17:30,826 --> 00:17:34,997
as it continues to try
to experience
those good feelings.

346
00:17:34,997 --> 00:17:37,400
So you're saying I m-might...

347
00:17:38,601 --> 00:17:39,602
be able to stay this way?

348
00:17:42,538 --> 00:17:44,740
Maybe.

349
00:17:44,740 --> 00:17:49,111
You work hard
to be the best version
of the person you want to be.

350
00:17:49,111 --> 00:17:50,246
I've had that fight.

351
00:17:51,147 --> 00:17:54,217
You should listen
to Dr. Glassman.

352
00:17:55,751 --> 00:17:58,020
And he has removed
more anterior fossa tumors

353
00:17:58,020 --> 00:18:00,290
than anyone on the West Coast.

354
00:18:02,325 --> 00:18:04,727
Hey, I have faith in you, Dad.

355
00:18:04,727 --> 00:18:07,096
You can do the work.
You could stay a good man.

356
00:18:10,400 --> 00:18:11,401
Whew.

357
00:18:12,968 --> 00:18:15,137
Well, uh,
like the patient said,

358
00:18:16,005 --> 00:18:17,307
"I didn't want brain surgery,

359
00:18:17,307 --> 00:18:19,242
but the doctor
changed my mind."

360
00:18:22,245 --> 00:18:24,780
That... was a dad joke?

361
00:18:25,315 --> 00:18:26,416
And a "yes."

362
00:18:26,416 --> 00:18:28,150
If <i>you</i> do the surgery.

363
00:18:30,853 --> 00:18:34,123
I've heard that you,
uh, know your way
around a fossa tumor.

364
00:18:37,126 --> 00:18:38,160
As you wish.

365
00:18:48,804 --> 00:18:51,374
- So, what are we doing here?
- You don't remember?

366
00:18:53,876 --> 00:18:55,445
A bicoronal
subfrontal craniotomy.

367
00:18:55,445 --> 00:18:58,013
- And?
- Possible orbital osteotomies.

368
00:18:59,048 --> 00:19:00,115
Drill.

369
00:19:00,115 --> 00:19:03,018
We would place
a lumbar drain first.

370
00:19:03,018 --> 00:19:06,689
Before incision, yes.
I thought I'd focus
on the surgery.

371
00:19:08,023 --> 00:19:10,326
Be careful
of the sutura coronalis.

372
00:19:10,326 --> 00:19:11,961
Why? Does the patient
have one of those?

373
00:19:11,961 --> 00:19:14,297
All higher primates do.
If you don't remember--

374
00:19:14,297 --> 00:19:16,632
That was a joke. In the OR,
we call that a joke.

375
00:19:17,066 --> 00:19:18,133
Hmm.

376
00:19:19,969 --> 00:19:21,371
Popping the top.

377
00:19:29,412 --> 00:19:31,481
- And let's get under the lobes.
- Wait.

378
00:19:32,515 --> 00:19:34,116
That is not
the next step. It's--

379
00:19:34,116 --> 00:19:37,353
Assessing and ligating
the anterior third.

380
00:19:37,353 --> 00:19:39,922
I thought I'd do that
after I get a better view.

381
00:19:41,023 --> 00:19:42,057
That...

382
00:19:42,858 --> 00:19:44,960
is an acceptable option.

383
00:19:44,960 --> 00:19:46,028
Wonderful.

384
00:19:47,897 --> 00:19:49,399
But you must remember to--

385
00:19:49,399 --> 00:19:51,200
Shaun, no more talking
while I'm doing this procedure.

386
00:19:51,200 --> 00:19:52,635
This is my patient,
so I should be able to--

387
00:19:52,635 --> 00:19:54,036
Shaun, I'm asking you to leave.

388
00:19:54,036 --> 00:19:55,405
I will be quiet,
but if another--

389
00:19:55,405 --> 00:19:57,206
One of us
is going to leave, Shaun.

390
00:19:57,206 --> 00:19:59,409
It's not gonna be the one
doing the surgery.

391
00:20:10,386 --> 00:20:11,587
Let's get after it.

392
00:20:14,524 --> 00:20:15,991
We'd start
with blood transfusions,

393
00:20:15,991 --> 00:20:17,593
plus a cocktail
of five medications

394
00:20:17,593 --> 00:20:19,362
to ramp up production
of blood cells.

395
00:20:19,362 --> 00:20:21,497
That should get Nico
through the operation.

396
00:20:21,497 --> 00:20:22,665
A few weeks later,
we'd follow up

397
00:20:22,665 --> 00:20:24,734
with a stem-cell
transplantation
from one of you.

398
00:20:26,536 --> 00:20:27,903
What could the side effects be?

399
00:20:27,903 --> 00:20:30,105
Elevated risk of infection
and bleeds from the surgery

400
00:20:30,105 --> 00:20:32,742
and possible toxicity
from drug interactions.

401
00:20:35,411 --> 00:20:36,746
You know the alternative.

402
00:20:37,747 --> 00:20:39,248
He'd be gone
in just a few months.

403
00:20:42,217 --> 00:20:44,286
If you were in our place,
what would you do?

404
00:20:50,526 --> 00:20:51,594
I'd do the surgery.

405
00:20:56,632 --> 00:20:58,233
- Okay.
- Thank you.

406
00:20:59,969 --> 00:21:00,970
Thank you.

407
00:21:02,004 --> 00:21:03,406
We'll prep Nico for surgery.

408
00:21:07,109 --> 00:21:08,411
Okay.

409
00:21:10,012 --> 00:21:12,281
If this works,
it'll be a real win-win

410
00:21:12,281 --> 00:21:15,150
because one day
I do plan to do laundry again.

411
00:21:31,867 --> 00:21:33,903
All right, Eden.

412
00:21:33,903 --> 00:21:37,339
I'm just gonna sit down
for one sec.

413
00:21:48,684 --> 00:21:49,952
No! No.

414
00:21:54,890 --> 00:21:56,291
That'll stay just between us.

415
00:22:05,868 --> 00:22:07,403
I want Shaun off the case.

416
00:22:08,504 --> 00:22:09,772
It's his patient.

417
00:22:09,772 --> 00:22:11,206
I don't want to crack
a man's skull open

418
00:22:11,206 --> 00:22:12,608
while standing next to someone

419
00:22:12,608 --> 00:22:14,444
who's waiting
for me to screw up.

420
00:22:14,444 --> 00:22:18,047
I want a team I can trust 100%
and who will trust me.

421
00:22:20,850 --> 00:22:22,785
- Shaun's off the case.
- Thank you.

422
00:22:22,785 --> 00:22:24,153
And <i>I'll</i> be assisting.

423
00:22:29,825 --> 00:22:30,960
Welcome aboard.

424
00:22:43,873 --> 00:22:45,007
This is nice.

425
00:22:48,277 --> 00:22:49,479
Are you talking
about the chicken?

426
00:22:49,479 --> 00:22:51,714
Not exclusively.

427
00:22:54,617 --> 00:22:58,253
I just hope it doesn't get
messed up by things at work.

428
00:22:59,722 --> 00:23:01,190
The unionization drive.

429
00:23:05,260 --> 00:23:07,897
What if I could
squeeze the board?

430
00:23:07,897 --> 00:23:11,767
Get them to sign off
on some real and meaningful improvements.

431
00:23:11,767 --> 00:23:14,169
You might not
even need a union.

432
00:23:14,169 --> 00:23:16,405
Those would have to be
some pretty big concessions.

433
00:23:18,373 --> 00:23:19,374
Okay.

434
00:23:20,876 --> 00:23:24,179
How about a 5% raise,

435
00:23:24,179 --> 00:23:27,917
1-to-4 cap
on nurse-to-patient ratios.

436
00:23:27,917 --> 00:23:30,986
Might even be able
to get a Chief Nursing Officer
on the board.

437
00:23:33,088 --> 00:23:35,090
That's pretty interesting.

438
00:23:36,992 --> 00:23:39,394
I have no idea if anyone else
would go for it.

439
00:23:42,665 --> 00:23:43,966
Any chance you could find out?

440
00:23:45,901 --> 00:23:47,737
Well, there's a big difference
how hard I can push

441
00:23:47,737 --> 00:23:49,739
for a proposal that might work
versus one that will.

442
00:23:52,775 --> 00:23:54,343
I could float it
to a couple people.

443
00:23:55,177 --> 00:23:56,245
Yeah?

444
00:23:56,245 --> 00:23:57,346
Yeah.

445
00:24:00,282 --> 00:24:01,383
Dessert?

446
00:24:01,383 --> 00:24:02,417
Yes.

447
00:24:06,922 --> 00:24:09,859
As soon as the surgery's over,
the case is yours again.

448
00:24:11,293 --> 00:24:14,964
I will watch from the gallery.

449
00:24:14,964 --> 00:24:17,299
No need.
I'll have a much better
view from the floor.

450
00:24:17,299 --> 00:24:20,670
The video feed on the monitors
is excellent.

451
00:24:20,670 --> 00:24:22,972
And it couldn't hurt
to have more backup.

452
00:24:23,806 --> 00:24:25,641
Actually, it could, Shaun.

453
00:24:26,876 --> 00:24:28,711
I was wrong,
sending you to Glassman.

454
00:24:29,845 --> 00:24:32,915
He's pretty upset right now,
and if you push it,

455
00:24:32,915 --> 00:24:34,449
it could really hurt
your relationship.

456
00:24:34,449 --> 00:24:37,620
But if a doctor
is making mistakes--

457
00:24:37,620 --> 00:24:39,454
You don't have to be
the one to catch them,

458
00:24:39,454 --> 00:24:40,790
not when others can.

459
00:24:43,025 --> 00:24:45,260
Not when the doctor
is your dad.

460
00:24:52,702 --> 00:24:55,237
There we go. There we go.

461
00:25:01,310 --> 00:25:04,379
Come on. I have a few left.

462
00:25:04,379 --> 00:25:06,181
It's okay. Don't worry.

463
00:25:06,181 --> 00:25:07,516
Okay.

464
00:25:07,516 --> 00:25:10,085
Oh, no, no, no, no, no. No!

465
00:25:11,220 --> 00:25:12,655
I knew I was running out!
I knew it.

466
00:25:12,655 --> 00:25:15,557
What kind of mom
runs out of diapers?

467
00:25:15,557 --> 00:25:17,693
Morgan?

468
00:25:23,498 --> 00:25:26,068
Eden, if you're alone,
open the door!

469
00:25:36,045 --> 00:25:38,313
- I can't do this.
- Yes, you can.

470
00:25:38,313 --> 00:25:40,049
I'm failing at everything.

471
00:25:48,190 --> 00:25:51,226
You know, when Kellan
was three months,

472
00:25:51,226 --> 00:25:53,763
Mia had to go out of town.

473
00:25:53,763 --> 00:25:58,400
It was my first time
alone with him,
and he was teething.

474
00:25:58,400 --> 00:26:01,904
It was 4:00 in the morning,
and neither of us had slept.

475
00:26:01,904 --> 00:26:03,572
And suddenly...

476
00:26:03,572 --> 00:26:05,107
Hmm.

477
00:26:05,107 --> 00:26:07,209
I knew exactly
how to fix everything.

478
00:26:08,543 --> 00:26:12,314
One, or both, of us
was going out that window.

479
00:26:16,618 --> 00:26:17,920
No one went out the window.

480
00:26:19,088 --> 00:26:20,255
We both fell asleep.

481
00:26:21,791 --> 00:26:24,126
Of the many times I've heard
about your failures,

482
00:26:24,126 --> 00:26:25,728
none has ever made me happier.

483
00:26:25,728 --> 00:26:29,765
You're not failing.
You're just, uh...
muddling through.

484
00:26:30,733 --> 00:26:32,367
I am <i>not</i> a muddler.

485
00:26:32,367 --> 00:26:33,736
Mm. Every parent is.

486
00:26:35,270 --> 00:26:37,639
Key is to not lose your mind
while you're muddling.

487
00:26:39,141 --> 00:26:40,676
What?

488
00:26:43,746 --> 00:26:45,547
I've freed up
the lateral aspect.

489
00:26:45,547 --> 00:26:46,816
Cauterizing.

490
00:26:49,284 --> 00:26:50,786
We're ready
to take out the tumor.

491
00:26:51,486 --> 00:26:52,922
Dr. Kalu, you want the honor?

492
00:26:54,456 --> 00:26:55,691
Thank you, Doctor.

493
00:27:03,833 --> 00:27:05,167
There's mets
all over his liver.

494
00:27:08,103 --> 00:27:11,406
Can we resect
the most involved segments?

495
00:27:11,406 --> 00:27:13,108
It's too widespread.

496
00:27:15,044 --> 00:27:16,879
So... what do we do?

497
00:27:19,882 --> 00:27:22,651
We close him up
and tell the family.

498
00:27:35,364 --> 00:27:36,631
Start the timer.

499
00:27:48,377 --> 00:27:50,145
Place the lumbar drain, please.

500
00:28:02,491 --> 00:28:03,859
Hey.

501
00:28:04,693 --> 00:28:06,528
- Tough day?
- Yeah, it was.

502
00:28:06,528 --> 00:28:09,431
When I was arguing
with the board
and fighting with Lim and...

503
00:28:12,401 --> 00:28:14,636
I just found out
I got to tell a kid's parents

504
00:28:14,636 --> 00:28:16,671
that a surgery
I recommended failed

505
00:28:16,671 --> 00:28:19,909
and their boy
has a month to live. So...

506
00:28:19,909 --> 00:28:21,877
that tipped it
a bit beyond "tough."

507
00:28:24,113 --> 00:28:25,414
I'll come back later.

508
00:28:25,414 --> 00:28:26,916
No. Look. I'm sorry. I'm okay.

509
00:28:27,749 --> 00:28:29,218
What's up?

510
00:28:29,218 --> 00:28:31,787
- This may not be the time.
- No. It's fine.

511
00:28:35,257 --> 00:28:38,060
I floated your idea
to a few nurses.

512
00:28:39,294 --> 00:28:42,364
They don't trust perks that
can be taken away at will.

513
00:28:42,364 --> 00:28:45,200
They want a union. I'm sorry.

514
00:28:46,201 --> 00:28:47,602
Which nurses?

515
00:28:49,271 --> 00:28:50,840
- Their names?
- Yeah.

516
00:28:50,840 --> 00:28:52,741
You're asking me to inform
on my co-workers?

517
00:28:52,741 --> 00:28:54,209
I just need to know
how serious this is.

518
00:28:54,209 --> 00:28:55,577
Are we talking
influential people

519
00:28:55,577 --> 00:28:57,479
or some disgruntled
part-timers?

520
00:29:16,165 --> 00:29:17,933
<i>No!</i>

521
00:29:17,933 --> 00:29:19,401
<i>You need to use
a Penfield dissector</i>

522
00:29:19,401 --> 00:29:21,236
<i>to avoid lacerating
the sagittal sinus.</i>

523
00:29:21,236 --> 00:29:25,107
Dr. Murphy!
- I'm using the blunt end
of the drill bit instead.

524
00:29:27,776 --> 00:29:29,945
<i>Okay. Carry on.</i>

525
00:29:29,945 --> 00:29:33,815
Well, thank you.
Speak again, Dr. Murphy,
and I'll have you removed.

526
00:29:40,622 --> 00:29:43,325
I heard you were here,
and I said, "Impossible,

527
00:29:43,325 --> 00:29:44,826
because Lea and I talked about

528
00:29:44,826 --> 00:29:48,163
how this is her very precious
and finite me-time."

529
00:29:48,163 --> 00:29:49,932
Tonight's the big date
with Perez, right?

530
00:29:49,932 --> 00:29:51,100
- Mm-hmm.
- What are you gonna do?

531
00:29:51,100 --> 00:29:52,667
I have no idea.

532
00:29:52,667 --> 00:29:54,336
I thought of
this Italian place,

533
00:29:54,336 --> 00:29:56,771
but then I remembered they have
house wine on the tables

534
00:29:56,771 --> 00:29:58,640
and figured
that might trigger a relapse.

535
00:29:58,640 --> 00:30:02,011
And then I thought
of indoor skydiving,
but what if he gets hurt?

536
00:30:02,011 --> 00:30:04,846
- So I--
- You're really
overthinking this.

537
00:30:04,846 --> 00:30:07,082
I thought maybe
he wasn't ready to date,

538
00:30:07,082 --> 00:30:09,418
but now I'm thinking I'm not.

539
00:30:09,418 --> 00:30:12,754
Maybe you're not,
but you're really
gonna regret it

540
00:30:12,754 --> 00:30:15,090
if you don't give it a shot.

541
00:30:15,090 --> 00:30:17,292
Take him to the Batumi Grill,
order the khachapuri.

542
00:30:18,493 --> 00:30:20,329
Now my Slanket is waiting.

543
00:30:22,965 --> 00:30:24,533
Khachapuri. Okay.

544
00:30:26,401 --> 00:30:27,937
- You're giving up?
- That's not what we--

545
00:30:27,937 --> 00:30:29,871
You can't do this to us,
to him.

546
00:30:29,871 --> 00:30:31,440
I'm so sorry, Sebastian.

547
00:30:31,440 --> 00:30:34,009
You can't promise
that you have a cure for my boy
and then abandon us.

548
00:30:34,009 --> 00:30:36,178
- There's nothing we can do.
- So find another surgery.

549
00:30:36,178 --> 00:30:38,981
We need to focus
on improving the quality
of the time Nico has left.

550
00:30:38,981 --> 00:30:41,716
Do not tell me where to focus.
He's my son.

551
00:30:41,716 --> 00:30:44,319
I don't-- I don't--
I don't want quality time.

552
00:30:44,319 --> 00:30:45,687
- All I want is my boy.
- Seb.

553
00:30:45,687 --> 00:30:48,190
- I'm talking to him.
- You're being selfish.

554
00:30:50,359 --> 00:30:53,495
Forcing any more operations
will only cause Nico more pain,

555
00:30:53,495 --> 00:30:55,730
and you and Talia and Olivia

556
00:30:55,730 --> 00:30:57,532
will have terrible memories
of his last days.

557
00:30:57,532 --> 00:30:59,434
I don't care about memories.

558
00:31:00,335 --> 00:31:01,336
You should.

559
00:31:02,504 --> 00:31:04,974
Because soon
they are all you'll have.

560
00:31:08,877 --> 00:31:10,379
Hey.

561
00:31:10,379 --> 00:31:12,414
You wouldn't let me
give up before.

562
00:31:13,348 --> 00:31:14,883
And you were right.

563
00:31:18,787 --> 00:31:19,921
But now it's time.

564
00:31:31,600 --> 00:31:33,435
Dads are supposed to
fight for their kids.

565
00:31:34,636 --> 00:31:35,904
So you fight...

566
00:31:37,572 --> 00:31:40,575
to give your son
as many beautiful days
as you can.

567
00:32:19,248 --> 00:32:20,515
You need a rest?

568
00:32:21,483 --> 00:32:23,252
No. Just stretching.

569
00:32:26,988 --> 00:32:27,989
Okay.

570
00:32:31,093 --> 00:32:33,162
And there is our houseguest.

571
00:32:37,166 --> 00:32:39,134
Having overstayed his welcome.

572
00:32:41,970 --> 00:32:45,074
There's a lot of bleeding.
Vascular clips.

573
00:32:45,074 --> 00:32:47,342
Must be a tear
in the anterior cerebrals.

574
00:32:48,643 --> 00:32:50,812
No,
it's from the dural feeders.

575
00:32:50,812 --> 00:32:52,381
Hmm. As expected.

576
00:32:56,818 --> 00:32:58,787
And there we are. Hmm.

577
00:32:58,787 --> 00:33:00,555
Oh,
the bleeding's stopped.

578
00:33:01,556 --> 00:33:02,557
Nice.

579
00:33:17,506 --> 00:33:19,374
<i>No!</i>

580
00:33:19,374 --> 00:33:22,344
<i>Dr. Glassman, please tell us
what the next step is.</i>

581
00:33:22,344 --> 00:33:23,512
<i>You hesitated.</i>

582
00:33:23,512 --> 00:33:25,614
<i>You need to say
what comes next in the surgery.</i>

583
00:33:25,614 --> 00:33:28,217
Somebody please call security.
Shaun, you are out of line.

584
00:33:28,217 --> 00:33:29,384
Answer.

585
00:33:32,221 --> 00:33:33,222
Please.

586
00:33:50,372 --> 00:33:51,506
It's, um...

587
00:34:15,063 --> 00:34:16,831
We need to decompress
the optic nerve.

588
00:34:16,831 --> 00:34:18,066
Rhoton dissectors.

589
00:34:37,219 --> 00:34:38,320
Hey.

590
00:34:41,055 --> 00:34:42,791
The patient's in recovery.

591
00:34:47,329 --> 00:34:49,431
Your surgical plan
was flawless.

592
00:34:56,738 --> 00:34:58,006
Alison Borden.

593
00:34:59,073 --> 00:35:00,909
34-year-old mother of two.

594
00:35:01,976 --> 00:35:03,245
My first solo surgery.

595
00:35:05,747 --> 00:35:07,982
Frontal AVM.
It was a walk in the park.

596
00:35:07,982 --> 00:35:09,751
I was pumped. I was flying.

597
00:35:12,687 --> 00:35:16,425
And then...
her feeding artery tore...

598
00:35:17,659 --> 00:35:19,194
and I couldn't stop
the bleeding.

599
00:35:22,163 --> 00:35:24,499
Bipolaring, clipping, suturing.

600
00:35:26,167 --> 00:35:27,936
We thought we were
gonna lose her.

601
00:35:31,340 --> 00:35:33,875
And I couldn't get
this image out of my mind

602
00:35:35,176 --> 00:35:37,312
of her kids
coming home from school

603
00:35:37,312 --> 00:35:42,116
and seeing their father
just sitting there, you know?

604
00:35:47,188 --> 00:35:52,761
Finally, I stuck a neuro-patty
on a muscle patch graft.

605
00:35:52,761 --> 00:35:54,162
That did it. It held.

606
00:35:56,365 --> 00:35:59,000
And when I walked
out of that OR,

607
00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:01,903
I thought, "I am never
going back in there again."

608
00:36:08,176 --> 00:36:10,111
Then I saw Alison in recovery.

609
00:36:10,111 --> 00:36:12,314
Husband, kids. All smiles.

610
00:36:13,214 --> 00:36:14,416
She gave me a big hug.

611
00:36:18,487 --> 00:36:20,188
Despite my raging ego...

612
00:36:22,824 --> 00:36:24,426
I've tried-- I've always tried

613
00:36:26,027 --> 00:36:27,562
to make it about the patients.

614
00:36:30,164 --> 00:36:31,733
To do what's best for them.

615
00:36:39,741 --> 00:36:42,210
I never thought that would mean
putting <i>down</i> my knife.

616
00:37:00,362 --> 00:37:02,063
The surgery
went very well.

617
00:37:02,063 --> 00:37:04,733
We were able to completely
remove your tumor.

618
00:37:06,301 --> 00:37:08,903
Hey. Dad. How are you feeling?

619
00:37:11,606 --> 00:37:12,774
Well, my head kind of hurts.

620
00:37:13,608 --> 00:37:14,976
I bet.

621
00:37:29,758 --> 00:37:31,225
I gave you that locket.

622
00:37:32,827 --> 00:37:33,828
Yeah.

623
00:37:34,829 --> 00:37:36,264
For my last birthday.

624
00:37:37,566 --> 00:37:38,600
Yeah.

625
00:37:40,469 --> 00:37:42,471
Yeah, that seems like
a long time ago.

626
00:38:09,498 --> 00:38:12,501
<i>♪ Rock-a-bye baby
On a treetop ♪</i>

627
00:38:14,969 --> 00:38:16,671
Okay. I know. I know.

628
00:38:19,140 --> 00:38:20,442
Okay.

629
00:38:20,442 --> 00:38:23,445
Hey, Siri.
Play "Deceptacon" by Le Tigre.

630
00:38:24,513 --> 00:38:25,714
<i>♪ Who took the bomp? ♪</i>

631
00:38:33,655 --> 00:38:34,656
You like this?

632
00:38:35,890 --> 00:38:37,191
You like dancing with me?

633
00:38:39,160 --> 00:38:41,763
Well, I love dancing with you.

634
00:38:44,298 --> 00:38:46,635
Your mommy
loves dancing with you.

635
00:38:48,202 --> 00:38:53,942
<i>♪ Every day and night ♪</i>

636
00:38:53,942 --> 00:38:56,545
<i>♪ I can see your disco, disco ♪</i>

637
00:38:56,545 --> 00:38:58,680
<i>♪ Is sucking my heart out... ♪</i>

638
00:39:04,085 --> 00:39:06,020
Boo.

639
00:39:06,020 --> 00:39:07,355
- You look great.
- Thank you.

640
00:39:07,355 --> 00:39:08,757
- So do you.
- Thank you.

641
00:39:10,158 --> 00:39:12,326
So, where we heading?

642
00:39:12,326 --> 00:39:15,464
It's a Georgian place.
Lea swears by their khachapuri.

643
00:39:15,464 --> 00:39:16,598
Oh, that sounds amazing.

644
00:39:17,532 --> 00:39:19,067
I have no idea what that is.

645
00:39:19,067 --> 00:39:21,670
I had to look it up.
It's cheese bread.

646
00:39:21,670 --> 00:39:22,971
- Oh, okay.
- Yeah.

647
00:39:59,407 --> 00:40:00,875
Sorry about earlier.

648
00:40:01,976 --> 00:40:03,411
Not your finest moment.

649
00:40:05,213 --> 00:40:06,581
This, on the other hand...

650
00:40:07,549 --> 00:40:08,617
Amazing.

651
00:40:13,955 --> 00:40:15,123
Wow.

652
00:40:17,626 --> 00:40:18,993
Hey. Do you think maybe...

653
00:40:19,894 --> 00:40:21,496
We can do dinner another night.

654
00:40:33,174 --> 00:40:34,943
I like the suit.

655
00:40:34,943 --> 00:40:39,147
Oh! Ho, ho, ho, ho, ho, ho!

656
00:40:39,147 --> 00:40:42,884
No, like,
I <i>really</i> like the suit.

657
00:40:42,884 --> 00:40:45,820
Maybe it could, uh,
come home tonight?

658
00:40:45,820 --> 00:40:48,489
Ho, ho... ho.

659
00:41:04,005 --> 00:41:05,273
It's a beautiful day.

660
00:41:12,046 --> 00:41:13,948
Kurt and Hailey held hands.

661
00:41:17,385 --> 00:41:19,854
It must be hard to accept
you are compromised,

662
00:41:19,854 --> 00:41:21,355
but you did not hurt a patient,

663
00:41:21,355 --> 00:41:23,157
so now you understand
why I did it,

664
00:41:23,157 --> 00:41:24,659
and you can't be mad at me.

665
00:41:24,659 --> 00:41:27,461
You didn't have to do it
that way, okay?

666
00:41:27,461 --> 00:41:30,331
You were right.
You didn't have to
do it that way.

667
00:41:30,331 --> 00:41:32,967
- But if I was right, then--
- You humiliated me in public.

668
00:41:32,967 --> 00:41:37,138
In my operating room,
in front of my colleagues.

669
00:41:37,138 --> 00:41:40,241
Do you have any idea
how much that hurt,
coming from you?

670
00:41:49,017 --> 00:41:50,318
I don't know what to do.

671
00:41:53,655 --> 00:41:55,056
You could just leave me alone.

672
00:42:01,830 --> 00:42:03,464
Hello? Lea?

673
00:42:03,464 --> 00:42:05,099
The Peanut's coming early.

674
00:42:10,004 --> 00:42:12,173
The Peanut is coming!


